neesh.

a star is held together by the struggle of two forces;

gravity pulls everything towards the center while heat pushes the opposite direction

when this balance it thrown off the star produces helium to try to calm the nuclear reaction

from here, it explodes, or becomes a supernova.

right now I feel like a star experiencing a foreign chemical imbalance

my heart is bursting into a million little pieces

the way you would imagine a star to explode into space

i am learning that there is a time where you have to move on

you have to spread yourself into a million little pieces

these pieces become memories 

and those memories are what will change you forever

these memories, experiences, and knowledge have to be spread 

they have to be spread to grow.

I know that I am going to keep learning & i am going to have more experiences

 and memories that will last me a lifetime

because nothing lights up the cosmos like a supernova.