Do not worry if you have built your castles in the air.

 They are where they should be. 

Now put the foundations under them.

decembrrrr.

First off.. December should be renamed to Decembrrrr in Utah.

can't feel my toes, don't think I'll ever be capable of living in Utah in the winter again.

Second we went ice skating it was perfect and nothing tops it off like raspberry hot chocolate.

Happy Decembrrr.

xoxo,

neesh

create magic.

Finals are finally done.

I have arrived home.. and nothing has ever felt better. Its perfect.

I learned more this past week than I could have ever imagined.

.....

Flying is a spiritual journey for me--every time.

For some reason I am cursed with never being able to sleep on any plane, 

the movie options are not even considerable, 

and the motion sickness 

doesn't allow me to catch up in my latest reads.

But i wouldn't have it any other way.

......

Today I traveled over 3000 miles. 

I started my journey with my friend ryan.

We drove the beautiful coast of oahu, it was flawless.

.......

Then I flew out of Oahu during the day, this is just about the most perfect thing i can image.

The insanely blue and green water, the sand bars, and reef. 

The lord loves us, he totally does.

.......

Flying over the pacific ocean during sunset, 

without fail teaches me 

more than I could ever learn during a six hour flight.

Let me just tell you the sky was on fire.

It wasn't just a pretty sunset.. the sky was red, not a sunset coralish red, blood red.

it slowly faded into an orange I have never seen before..

then into yellow like the sun, into the deep blue which faded into the stars.

I have never seen anything more perfect 

and

 I have never felt closer to the stars.

.....

I could go on forever about the clouds,

the sun,

the stars,

and the birds eye of L.A.

 and Las Vegas,

but from this is learned something.

......

Magic is real.

It doesn't just exist.

It is something we make.

.....

Magic happens ever day and we have the dexterity to live in magic and create magic around us

it's all just about your view.

Live in magic.

xoxo,

neesh

just a little hope to get us all through finals.

xo,

nich

like a nestle tollhouse ice cream cookie sandwich.

Ever since I was little I have had this weird obsession with 
those nestle tollhouse ice cream cookie sandwiches..


ya know the ones they sell at gas stations that are always 
over priced and consume like a fourth of your daily calorie intake in one sandwich, unfortunate i know.


but they are good.. no lets try this again really good; we all know they are just about the best option in the ice cream bin with the runner up being choco-tacos, and push-up pops.


even though I know they are the most fattening gas station delicacy and even though the 3.79 price at the local chevron is definitely not worth what you get.. I continue to get them.


and every time i eat them my body, that decided for some reason in my nineteenth year decided to forget how to break down lactose, feels like i might die at any second. yet here I am..eating one as i write this.


luckily for us all that have the same obsession as me, due mostly to the milk content in the ice cream, the sandwich has 4 g of protein to help nourish your muscles. Sold.


no matter how sick i get when I eat these, or how bad I know they are for me I still keep on getting them, always wanting what i shouldn't, it's just human nature I am an insatiable creature.. I am pretty sure some of you out there can relate.


I have my temptations, my downfalls, and my obsession. We all want the bad boys, which we can't seem to stay clear of, we want the smartest person in a class, but then procrastination gets the best of us, and we always choose the most fattening treat, just like a nestle tollhouse ice cream cookie sandwich. 


why is this?


We live in the moment. now i'm all for being free spirited and going with what life brings your way but we loose sight of what we really want and this is a reasons we want what is bad for us. This is why the bad boys are appealing, why we procrastinate, and why we eat dessert. This is why we are insatiable creatures.




hello, my name is nichel warwick, and I am a insatiable creature. I am now going to go finish my tollhouse ice cream cookie.


xoxo,
neesh

help the world, see the world.

proposal: help the world and see the world.


the other day i was talking to my friend lauren about how we want to help the world and see the world. i can't imagine a better combination.


nothing is more fasinating than seeing the beautiful world around us, being in new places, new situations, with new people.


the thought of being in a new city-- where you know nobody and have no idea where anything is. mmmm it's perfect.


and nothing could feel better than serving, lauren is a good one to learn that from.


one beach clean up at a time, one stop and serve project later, one piece of plastic to recycle , one benefit concert planned, we will and can make a difference. 


alot of people probably believe that I am just a naive ninteen year old girl that thinks i know way more than I actually do..  fact this that might be true.


judge me not. i get called a hippie alot, i get called young-more than ever, i get called "cute little girl" which isn't exactly the description of choice, i burn incense probably to much, try to get my roommates to meditate with me more than a normal person should, but through this all I do know this- I believe that I am capable. 


I know that right now isn't my time to see the world. But it will come. for now i am just going to help the world and be perfectly content with where my father in heaven has me.  And lauren one day we will see the world. and we will forever help the world. 


just by getting out of bed in the morning we make an impact on the world. no matter how little or how small our impact is we can help. 


love you lauren.


xoxo
neesh